Rollar Coaster ride part 2

Today without a doubt has been the hardest day I have had in my journey. I think I have heard the cruelest words out of another persons mouth that could be spoken. I thank God I was in a position that He kept His hand over my mouth! Today also made me question why things happen the way they do. Why is it someone who is strung out on drugs is carrying her 4th child, that she doesn't want and refers to her child as "that thing" or 'that beast in my belly" and still hasn't turned 30 blessed with the gift of life? When she turned to me and ask where she "could get rid of it" I tried to comfort her while she lay there crying, yelling and cussing. I told her not to make fast decisions that she should consider all options. She then turned to me and stated " I can't carry it and give it to some stupid b**** that can't have kids!" at that point I wanted to forget that I am a Christian and say and do things to that woman !! But as always God was and is in control. I know that there is a reason I had to go through this today and maybe one day I will understand why. But for now all I can do is as for forgiveness for the thoughts I had about that woman, and to pray for her and her unborn child and for the children she has at home. I pray that no adoptive mother ever has to hear such vile and evil words spoken to her. Tomorrow will be better!