Faith of a Mustard seed

It has been a long time since I have blogged.I must confess that since my "run in" with the lady at work my flesh has risen up in me and I have not had the faith that God has called me to have in Him or in my self. For that I have ask for forgiveness, pulled my self out of my little (or big) pitty party that I have been having.
  I have been praying for a freshness with my adoption but being the human that I am I've not been a patient Christian. Lord forgive me for my faults and my flesh!
  Tonight God give me the freshness I had been searching for. Thank you Lord for placing the people in my life that I need just when I need them!! I trust in Jesus my blessed redeemer!! I started looking at what the Bible tells us about Faith and within just a few seconds God gave me the following:
 2 Chronicles 20:20 Jehoshaphat stood and said " Listen to me Judah and people of Jerusalem! Have faith in the Lord your God and you will be upheld; have faith in His prophets and you will be successful"
  We are told in Isaiah 7:9 "if you do not stand firm in your faith, you will not stand at all" Wow so few words but such a powerful meaning!
   Then in the words of Jesus in Matthew 7:7-8 Jesus tells us " Ask and it will be given to you, seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks the door will be opened" then again in Matthew 15:28 Jesus answered "Woman you have great faith! Your request has been granted" then he daughter was healed from that very hour.
  How can I or anyone who reads just these few verses in the Bible doubt? Yes we are but human but we are made in His image! We all have a choice to either believe in Him or not to believe in His word and works or not. For me it is an easy choice, even tho I don't always make it easy, I chose to follow my Jesus. He has never left my side, even tho I have strayed from Him at times in life. I know He has Rama Grace in His arms just waiting for the perfect time to give her to me. Lord forgive me for my short comings, I know that you have blessed me with the honor of raising Your daughter here on earth and when it is time in Your time I will have her in my arms. Lord I want to thank you for the money you are going to provide for me to help bring her home. Thank you for loving me even when I am not loveable, thank you for all that you have done, are doing and are going to do. I trust you Lord Jesus help me have the patients to just be, to be still and just be what you want me to be when you want me to be. I love you JESUS!!!