John 11:40

The past couple have days have been different. I can't explain it. I know God is in control no matter what, but the past couple days I have been a little down. I know my profile and all the paper work will be in Utah on 7-5-11 and that everything could really start moving ( not that it hasn't up to this point) I guess satan is really trying to get to me. I just keep repeating John 11:40. I believe in the glory of God and I see it daily. I am of flesh I have my faults but God loves me just the same, faults and all! I am so thankful for that. I have all the support that one person can ask for. I guess I'm overwhelmed by all of the support not just from family but from friends as well. Everyone tells me that they think I will make a great mom, that just melts my heart. I guess that what I am feeling is part of the roller coaster ride. God has provided me with an amazing support system of adoptive mothers that I can talk to at anytime and for that too I am thankful. I am just so excited about being a mother I just want her to hurry up and get here. I know all things happen on Gods time and not Gina's time, that is one of my toughest battles.
This blog is not only for my friends and family to be kept up to date on what is going on but it for Rama Grace as well. So one day she will be able to pull this up and see just how much she is loved and wanted. To let her know what all it has taken to get her here.
  I find that my prayers are more for her birth parents. I can't begin to even think of the courage that it is taking for them to give their child to another to raise. I'm thankful that they have chose life and to help find her a loving home and to bless me by fulfilling a life long dream of mine. To be a mother. I will never be able to put into words just what that means to me. I don't know of anyone who can.
    Please keep all of us in prayer daily and to continue pray after she is home not only for she and I but for the birth parents as well.